Have you ever felt you shouldn't even have woken up? Today, it was the first time I really felt like that. I got tired, disgusted, pissed off, angry, mad, sad, depressed... and much more. The negative feelings were intense today. If I were a robot or something alike I would break today.
It is impressive how powerful words are. They can guide, manipulate and make people be happy or sad, words can deeply touch people. I think the worst is when you hear - or read - something you do not want to hear - or read, sometimes lies are more comfortable. But is it right to have a relashionship built with lies? Even if lies make people happy, they are lies... I cannot choose the less worse: hear a lie that makes me happy or the truth that makes me sad.
As words, silence can be good or bad too. Quote from the movie Pulp Fiction:
"Mia: Don't you hate that?
Vincent: What?
Mia: Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
Vincent: I don't know. That's a good question.
Mia: That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence."
I feel like that. But lately the comfortable moments of silence are turning into uncomfortable ones, and today I got hurt by words. I heard what I didn't want to hear. Something I wanted to hear was said too but, was it the truth or just a lie? I am not able to know, I do not even want to know.
It's funny how I can now understand what B.G's lyrics means. Until today I was confused about the meaning of the song, but now I can see it.
Here is a good quality video of Amano-sama's PV for B.G., enjoy:
As palavras não têm poder por si mesmas. O poder emana das ideias que elas estimulam em nós.
ReplyDeleteO problema em relação a mentiras e verdades é moral. Como você observa, as mentiras podem ser tão úteis quanto as verdades. Logo, a vontade de verdade não parte de um cálculo de utilidade, mas de um problema moral: "Não quero enganar nem a mim mesmo".